KILL- What kills you inside!

I feel like we all are dead within ourselves. Its just that we are moving and breathing doesn't categorize us to be dead but actually there is something in each and everyone of us that kills us everyday, Maybe every moment.

There comes a point in life when no motivation or no single person around works to overcome that. There is a pain inside that keeps on hurting the wound that you try to heal every time.

At times you feel like you no more carry a heart but just the bits of it. Everyday you have to wake up, dress well, put a smile on and meet people around but some days are so hard to follow this routine and you just want to stay in bed and cry your heart out. You want to cry out so hard but also don't want others to see or hear you.

We all have multiple battles to fight everyday but do you know what is the toughest one?

It is when you have to fight with your closest relation. It is when you are broken by not strangers or outsiders but the ones whom you never thought could break your trust. The ones who are your blood relations and you can't even imagine how cruel they turned out to be..

But so is life... It breaks you from where you can't even imagine. But I wonder how such people keep on pretending to be your well wisher and carry that fakeness along their whole lives. There are a few people who make you believe in the existence of good people but many who shows their actual faces and you start giving up on to be a nice and kind person.

A time comes when you start to loose your faith. When you are no more left with any sort of emotion or feeling. When you stop arguing. When you stop caring about everything. When you just go silent because you don't want to speak to anyone. When you stop being yourself and that is when you have nothing left inside.

This emptiness is something that kills us!

May we all heal with whatever we are going through. May we all be happy again. May we all start to live our lives again...